What do I really want to do?
My mind has been clouded with one and only one concern, what do I want to do with my life. I have been trying to figure out what other things I could do with a biology and chemistry major. I have always wanted to be a doctor but lately it just doesn’t seem like it’s the right fit for me. All the studying, the residency and being on call on nights and weekends after all that hard work just doesn’t feel right to me. I feel like I should find something that I am interested in and will be for the rest of my life.
It’s amazing how many different things I can do with a bio major. For example, you could be a biomedical engineer. But the con with that is I have to have a MATH minor! Yuck! I thought about being an ecologist, but then I have to be an out doorsy person, which I am not for sure. I also considered being a chemist, but MAN I figured that that’s never ever going to happen. Chemistry and I just don’t gel. We’re like electrons, we just repel each other. 
Right now I can’t decide. It’s just too much. I think I am going to make my final decision after I take organic chemistry yet again this summer. Right now I am just going to plan the ISO festival, study genetics and focus on lots and lots of ancient/Indian history! With the help of my advisor and professors I am going to find out what I want to do for the rest of my life!